OH BABY!!

I had a Great Ultrasound appointment today!!! Samuel is weighing in at 7lbs 11oz which is still doable VBAC wise and made me cry in the US room with a very funny tech who I made extremely nervous due to my tears of joy! I can finally admit ( since he is now a thriving 3 yr old!!) that I had some serious guilt and depression about what happened to Alex and I while I carried him. While I still have my moments I was determined to not let it happen again. So I got a bit sappy and snotty at the fact that this baby is "HUGE" :) healthy, and in the "here I come" position!! I bought a pack of diapers today and have put away the preemie clothes :) ... You have 12 days Baby Samuel, 12.